Have you forgotten?

Have you forgotten already? I hope I really did, but now my heart is suffering. She found a lover, she is having a baby with him. And I... Now I have to forget her blue eyes, her cute freckles adorning her shiny face. I have to forget her smile, her body, everything about her. And carry on. And it hurts because right now I can not imagine myself not thinking about her. It hurts to accept the fact that she is out of my life, forever ever. I really hope I forgot her already, now that I'm reading this e-mail from the past.