From Tarsha

Dear Corey, Today is Feb 15 2006. You and I are seperated. We built a home last year. You were making my life difficult, so I left on Dec 17 2005, just days before our 3rd wedding anniversary. I am writing this letter and sending it to you in the future, because there are some things I needed to tell you. I hope that you are doing well. I hope that you have found someone to spend your life with. I hope that you are being a better husband to that person, than you were to me. At first Corey, I hated you. I felt that you did me so wrong. You cheated and lied to my face. You didn't even try to hide it. You used and abused me. You wanted to break me down and see me cry. At first, I did exactly that. I cried. I could not believe that you were treating me that way. Now, I am ok. I realize that we are 2 diffrent people and we probaly should have never married in the first place. Corey, I deserve (and hope that I find)someone better than the way you treated me. You broke my spirit. I was living from house to house the 1st month I left. I was living out of my trunk. At times I thought, hmm isn't it funny that we just built a house together and now I am as homeless as these kids I work with!! Now I live with my friend who graciously took me in. I am ok now. And I want to say that I do care about you. After all the things you did to me I still care about you. I know that things may be hard for you right now (you were laid off at ACS). I am not glad that your luck is down. In closing Corey, I just wanted to say that I forgive you. I forgive you because I have to. It takes too much energy to hate someone. I just know that now, I will never put myself in that situation again. We are so young and stupid now. I also want you to know that under no circumstances ever.....I will never take you back. You have probaly tried to get me back. I have to be strong and steadfast this time. Things has gone too far this time. I am happy and at peace now. I am enjoying my life and doing what ever I wanna do. I hope that I find the love of my life. I hope that you can be a one woman's man now. If you want to you can email me at flydiva_ls@yahoo.com............. hopefully I will still have that email address in 10 years. Tarsha