heidi from the past

Dear FutureMe, Well well well, you got what you wanted... a good job, apartment in the city, expensive european vacations, you made the life for yourself that you've lied about for years. None of this has really brought you happiness... just a $6,000 credit card bill. You wanted to love and be loved more than anything in the world. You want to have a child of your own. You are having an affair with your friend's boyfriend and you secretly want him to get you pregnant. Just remember, heidi it's okay to be honnest about what you want in life.