from the past

Dear FutureMe, Did you do what was right? Did you accomplish what you wanted to accomplish? Have you fulfilled your potential? Does it matter? Were you right all along or has everything changed? I wish you could tell me which thing I was supposed to focus on. I hope I haven't fucked you over by picking the wrong things, or the right things in the wrong sequence. Do you feel like a failure? Do you feel trapped? If so, it's my fault, and I'm sorry. I must've zigged when I should've zagged. Life is cold and hard. But is it empty? I don't know, but I think you do. I hope you're in love. Forgive me for everything I've done wrong. I was weak.