hello from 15 YEAR OLD YOU!!!

hey so it is saterday the 18th of feb and it is 10:20. I have a all comers track meet today. everyone thought it was going to get rained out because Its been raining really hard all week but now it looks pretty clear outside so I think they will bring it back. I've been pretty much doing nothing all morning. Don't wanna tire myself out for the meet. Oh I wrote a sonnet: I guess I never thought I’d see the light But most don't think until the brink is near And in the case, you're forced to face night Your mind is clogged, forever fogged in fear Or so it goes your conscious slows, you said Discomfort grows enclosing you in terror Tears trembling, you told me back in bed And bleed and pulled thread to my despair I hear them as I ponder what I’ll find The Spoken tears of all the fears you had And though its blind, forever undefined I do not think the brink sounds very bad And since you will be waiting when I fall, Then don't think I’m really scared at all yeah its basically just the message of the song "I'll follow you into the dark" (my favorite song rn) but still. Have you gone on the utopia run yet. Elena was going to show it too you yesterday but when we got close she said the conditions weren't right so we had to go back. I don't know anything about the run. I tryed getting them to tell me some info but they wouldn't crack. Sammie almost cracked a few times but they made her keep quiet. they say its a suprize. I WANNA KNOW WHAT IT IS!!! i know its somthing to do with rain cuz the conditions require it to be rainy but not too muddy. yesterday was super fun. After track practice (we just went 6 miles cuz we have a meet today) they had put tarps up over the baseball diamond but the tarps were flooded and slippery from the pouring rain and since we were already soaked we got in our socks and went slippen sliden. Saddies was yesterday. I didnt ask anyone. figures. rachel went with jeffery. I feel like they would make a very cute couple. I'm texting her about it right now. we had to do a speech in spanish. Oh I wrote it out phonetically u read this really easyly now: ola, mi c-you-dad e-de-al se llama “La C-you-dad de Abuelas”. La hente de mi c-u-dad son muy vieho. En mi c-u-dad, tu puedes jugar bingo y ir de compras en la “Home Shopping Network”. La gente de mi c-u-dad viajan en carros pero AYE-as son con-duke-tors mal. Tú también puedes viajar en Se-yas de rue-ed-das o con un con-ya. La gente de mi c-u-dad se acuestan a las siete de la noche. La ciudad tiene bibliotecas donde las abuelas pueden leer el pear-e-o-deco. Mi ciudad también tiene casas de who-bi-los-e-on. La gente de “La ciudad de abuelas” le gusta te-hair y se queharse so-bray el hijos hoy en día y Cómo la vida air-a mehor en el pasado. Mi ciudad tiene parques donde las abuelas pueden pass-a-r. “La ciudad de abuelas” es el mehor cuidad en la tea era. haha I suck at spanish. the maids came yesterday and mommy hid all my hair ties and deoderant and then wouldnt return my calls so i was late para track. that was diverto. I finnished the andrew music vidoe awhile ago. heres the link: https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B5KdS9h_ES3yNVhwdGh2LXFpa0U/view?usp=sharing gosh! I wish I got a better actor! he makes everything look so awkward. I just keep watching it and thinking how much better it would be if I got the guy I wanted to be in it. The one I wrote the song for. The one thats hung up on stupid neta. ugh! read "it" right now. u know the one with the creepy clowns. Ok I gotta start getting ready for track now. bye. happy presidents week!!!