A letter from May 30th, 2016

Dear FutureMe, Hello... it's mee~ Runic here. How are things going in your new school? Are you in any sports team? Hopefully volleyball and basketball. And hows your league status? You in challenger yet? or are you still stuck carrying those feeders? c: How about the girl you've always dreamed of, did you get her yet? I just want you to know and read this because I want to tell you that I,we,us... fked up badly in the past actions that we did and cant redeemed ourselves and clear the sins. No matter what we do, just cant forget all those horrible things that we did and all those things that happened to us. every single second of our lives has been in danger and filled with hate. The pain and agony that has been inflicted upon us, scared us for life inside and out. If you've found a way to redeem yourself.. then does that mean we're out of the woods? does that mean all the pain would go away? I just want you to be the better me, the me that i've always dreamed of... the me that I looked up to. I Just want you to look after your sister,look after your mother and find that damn bastard that left us when you were born. And if you look back from ur time to now know that you've came so, so far. You've lived with ur depression for so long, You've struggled and tried your best from now taking your own life. I want you to look back and be proud of what you've achieved because I can tell you now that You're the best. Be happy for who you are, dont change for someone else. And finally dont look back because all we been doing is looking back and having the same experience over and over again. Pain.