Do you remember me?

Dear FutureMe, Do you remember what happened yesterday? Yesteraday (07/18/04) was the last night that you spent with him, in his house before he sold it and moved away forever. It was a nice night, but you got no sleep. He said that this relationship was something that needed to end. He thought that you did not treat him good enough. That you were not happy. That you wanted to get married, and he was not able to give that to you. You convinced him to come here and tell you to your face, and he did. Bed was good, sleep was not. In the morning you cried when the words came from his mouth. You pushed yourself out of his arms. You could not breath. He came across as a jerk, but deep down you know that he loves you and he always will. Right now, as I am writting this, none of it makes sense. Why would he leave you? Why would he be like the rest? He said he would never leave, but now he did, or did he?? You convinced him to try to be your friend. He will call on wednesdays, if he can. It sounds like he will not try, but right now, in this moment, I think that he will. He is hurting and I understand. They say it will take half the time of the relationship to get over a person. This is being send about two years after he says it is over...Are you over him yet? Will you ever be?