Please Read This

Dear Future Kim, I don't know where you are at this point. I hope you're happy. Not like the high school Kim who was anxious 100% of the time and couldn't help, but think that the world would be better off without her. Please don't resort back to her. And if you are, then you need to go outside and breathe and savor in the environment you're in. I know it seems corny and pointless and awkward, but I can't stand having you be in the state that high school Kim was and is in. Please don't go there. I know you can't see it, but there are a million reasons to be living, and that should give you courage. It's hard to be happy when you're scared of everything, I know, and me saying these things aren't helping, but it's the effort that counts right? You always believed that and I'm sure you still do. Unfortunately I can't write much more because I've already begun tearing up (to which I'm positive you're going to look back and laugh at). But to conclude, love yourself Kim. It's hard to do and it's hard to admit, but in the time of struggle and despair, you have no one else, but yourself. So please treat her well, please treat her with utmost care and unconditional love, please treat her with kindness and loyalty. Please do it, for me. Love, 15 year old Kim