It's been ten years.

Dear FutureMe, I have been using the same email for over ten years now. That's weird. Its 2:08PM on Wednesday, March 25, 2009. I am about to take a nap before going to dinner with Allan at Kinsolving and club volleyball practice at the Rec. I have been thinking about taking a gap year and then transferring to another university or college. I am not completely satisfied with the University of Texas. I keep telling myself I am like a high school senior trying to figure out where to go to school. Annabelle is also trying to figure out what she wants to do. I hope I am happy with my decision and have had a great time at school. Hopefully by now I have graduated from college and am happy with my profession. I hope I am married and have a family. I hope I still talk to my family often. I hate that it is difficult to really keep in touch with people. I want to still be in touch with Emily Mann and James Hu as well. I wonder who from college I will still talk to. It's so weird to think how much things will change in the next couple of years. I will be healed and over Justin. I hate that a year later, I am still caught up over him. By now, he is probably a faint memory and I'll just laugh at myself for feeling so heartbroken. I really don't know what to say in this email. I always feel so awkward talking about myself and writing about myself. It makes me feel very vain. I hope I have had an amazing journey to where I am today. This email is so disorganized. I would edit it but this is cutting into my naptime and it shows how I think. I am always thinking and all over the place. The thought of reading this email in the future is freaking and creeping me out. I should send another email to myself in the future. Love, Kat (age 19) haha how do you sign an email to yourself? PS. Don't forget that daddy's birthday is tomorrow!