My Life

Dear FutureMe, I hope things have changed in my life. I want to get out of the rut I'm in. I want to know what to do with my life. I have prayed for guidance. I feel slightly depressed or repressed or something of that nature. I'm tired, overweight and not satisfied which makes me grouchy. I love my family and want to do what is right though. Have I found what I was looking for in the future? Does it make sense that even though I'm not satisfied, I am grateful for what I do have? I am relatively healthy. My kids are healthy and hopefully happy and I love them very much. I love Frank too. We have a roof over our heads and food and clothing and a few extra things that make life nice even though I complain about money. Is what I'm looking for in the past? I hope these random thoughts help me unravel the puzzle I've created for myself. Love to me and everyone I know.