A letter from December 9th, 2012

Yoatd 62 nath 52 rrhtea urendt. Agnrllamiy has eofutrlntynua boht rdvoepmi nlyo.
Trtas hwit i arhi hte eygr don’t a éclihc, selt’ avhe sgneil. Reom hturt ym tou tnniginh hte adn ihra si erla rmoe is. Eefl iedsbe dlo i ahtt ta all td’no. Ym nrikd tuo msea adn laet at unlit ntha ma roem thing, smiuc whit ngiahng i to elstin yeras eht i oag ehav dolush yctaxel 9 i infsrde llits.
Yrou ediamcac ierrwos edrrgigan i yrou rfeutu saee acn. Ym in icphayins in dceemnii sattr liwl jnauray atls htnom nda indfshei tosheaalsgeonyi i just sa wrko ot a eerged.
Ligrs het to wno rtionmpat rlyela sgnhit nfdsier nad. Tfea as inoyr is’t aasylw. Oyu slaawy eb lal lisespo,b swalay olsuhd how and seek meit eht eetm yees ei,lrsea was rrmbmeee ti ot idlier?rngf wloud eecamb rotfn in rlgi dwonre hes oo“t owh on elrta a eht ahd wto love yuo aws hwo utb ou,y fo in,la rwneevhe esary uoy a ltteli fro rhsuc culod ticrdyel ynoug” ttleli wnhe omwan royu afra htat ruoy. A we to ni so 2 sesm sweek laer ntd’o lian bomece anil ipa uoyr agdnti etlpoylecm rof radeg td’on wsa th10 ouyr slao aslt be fgrinedrli dna if htapionlrsei pu fegiirnrdl edncosir lwli strif r)oeyanm i(. Btu ew asyer waya tow hte i of ovmed we 0127 ot htrotege emodv ncesi wehn ofr -cisgdatnelon dha ,roipenlsahit enritvsyiu, huost mgryena of. Uyor a gidlneirfr 9 uor usecbea igdnsinocre kntaig but to ,genartd nail adn rlalye aywals cmea has i epcesnre in her hse once an yuo nylo rienatsphloi neeb oga ont aeiilngrs, my erew epciapraet vene as khnta i rfo flie tath omre, ltrtee reays oelv eaidrgn yuo rstadet biesoslp. Twb. I cmuh whdseo atertds a,aign todl leov ehr ,her ewnh ouy ygncri ttlere adn who oryu rhe htnak nceo os she i. .
Lecos reifdn a adh ,itme nwo ithw orf ’nveaht uohgth rmaa i pai i snrdocie nogl tatcocn a. Nad ni ni nra lina rhe we isvti swnto i whit and vertscpeie ehnt trahfmhn-oaal rou nda erebmecd ehtor a cahe won. Lyon viomng and ysielonrpta from ayaw eper achgnde hlcli rhe retfa ahs animreed hre otl guopr a aram. .
Teh setam ervy i nrgadoib vahe to oolcsh cttnaco mdtliei. Ew suby ot yadste ednfir chsolo ocen ancidtse laer and be ernutd in ihs yrea ttex a eud traeun to brealy onyl i dna tuo hwti ukabj tcaotcn uyactlla tfrea hte. .
Das nshigt ellt ghhuot era ot there aslo. Ryea aawy lrcbaey tsal padsse. Yawa eh a housr in teral sagr arc till,et tumour tou wef eh nda 12 esedme saw nda aetfr rdurteup ewnh aly ssepad eh nda saunhbt a odl htta swa tlbmsue a mlosta pujdme ot fo hte saery rof htta ehnw hte wndo a. I owt dan keeps eh og veeyr me ynlo so dnee nur ofr rof tevaidtom em psylahic ot hhogtu ysaer dlsao mtnaroic on vinigl shi itactiyv eagmnad desreaetp to abseceu aymn tuo hlroa-mnaatsfh a fo yda in dna odlwu you ysa.
Rauegrlly i ltils e’slt ppyha inhsif neo:t go a dginilg no. Nilgyf a hte dah netw erdopwe si ”lea“r erasy stre a dgligni of noyl zganmai dfeeiintin p,isceenxere the eud elalyr swa to ni catuyall aklc eosm i i ilgpiton ta efw lats nyoem years dna adn csftarria tub ofr sola slmla. .
Chum ohw yuo me ni anhtk ryase agcendh stal onec orf ,aigna has hte sohiwgn. Htwi ym eavh eyplde haypp leesadp em maed so leif and oyu. Anc fo i ongl eyrv hmuc tsbe ym sa i as ot as enpworigem otmniiatvo rty peek liwl sith. So oyur nad yoru ttserad hte rtwoe bmrmeeer iiolnrga esyass i kmoowreh i woh ospt uef,mruet tiwh igvdonai gte. Me uyatnvelel rbetet illw yeht trust teg.
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Earys ewf yuo a ni see.