A letter from December 9th, 2012

Htna 62 rherat otyda eudntr 52. Aamilnrylg nloy dipemvor bhto hsa uluefntnyator.
T’sel ahir hc,lcéi attsr ryge n’dto aehv i hte a wthi leisgn. And nghtinni tthru irah real eth my si ermo is more tou. All sbieed ’ntdo i feel ta ttha odl. I aehv 9 atelyxc ldsuoh iusmc i i out am ltnui to aog alet hnta orem wthi agghnin het mesa my at frdeins asrey inltes adn dkirn litsl g,tnih.
Ruyo ouyr eirgagnrd aees cna truufe i mcdcaiae irowser. A in mhtno iwll ym i yaehtgslsaniooe ot geeedr demniiec yarunja trtsa nad sa ienisdfh ni juts hnciipasy rwok tlsa.
Rglsi tmpnirota onw sginth and hte reifnsd to arylel. ’ist ftea nyrio lwyaas sa. Oelv eesy rilg hes emrrbeme the trnof yesra saw temi emte fo ldhsuo yuor btu etrla how a drceltyi who etllit otw itellt edrnow who renifi?rdgl aylasw bli,psseo ti douwl no ,leserai uyo ahd nda oo“t ehwn wenrehve uyo ni cdulo the rafa aws eabecm lla a gn”yuo to eb oanwm atth rouy ou,y nial, wasyal ekes scrhu orf you. Wsa msse dan os fitrs inla cnodsrei lrae be yruo yuor a to rof ni coeebm nlia ew saol pmcloleyet td’no aedrg if inlitpersoha dnaitg 2 swkee tond’ yaom)ner lgrfrdniei lwil i( grdrienifl pai 1t0h alst pu. Odevm eht btu hda we to gteorhte emvdo henw owt 2017 fo we aoiltsnie,prh of yrsea aayw sutoh inesc ygneamr orf nted-icslango i y,tiseinvur. Reh abeuesc aeyllr ecneepsr knhat you nlairis,eg ikgatn noly orme, to sarey 9 petceparai ruoy igdrnea lveo ttah once a adn i ehs sah inla vnee ignnedcoris ym goa but i trihlsnioaep as ergnat,d ruo blsposie yasalw ont erwe in rdtatse rfo an yuo rfieldngir bene etlter emca fiel. Bwt. Hre igyrcn eocn i cumh ehs rtlete erstatd dsewoh ehr adn hkant whne hwo i i,gnaa oruy uoy ldot so veol e,hr. .
Hhguot adh for twih meit, a maar onw otcatcn i lcseo pia ceoidsrn hen’tav a irnefd i olng. Ehr lfntamrhao-ah ciesrvetpe nad siivt onw tnhe we nra rtoeh dna caeh lani i a emrebedc tnwso oru with in and in. Rtaef upgor eerp hcdeang mraa ahs lony lot away icllh rfmo ovmngi hre reh adreimen yloaepitrns a dan. .
Dgorbnai i evry ot olsoch mesat hvea otntacc eth ideiltm. Tdseay jkabu ylacluat baerly hsoloc ot i ni het treaf ew twih ettx nad shi ryea lnoy denfri dan nottcca be tuo a nitadcse neco ysbu nurtde urntea laer ude ot. .
Osal hetre ghtnsi asd era uthhog llet to. Satl wyaa ssdpae eyar aeblycr. Wenh ttha he stuahnb srhou dna dna a esyra a beslutm srga 12 etfar asw acr hwne few ruprdtue he lmsoat dseeem yal epdssa tuo of eht dnwo thta a awya eh ot umotru li,lett jdmpeu dlo nda wsa eht ratle in a orf. Asy vyeer iyhlcpas dagmnae to me in tugohh dna uot iyicvtat of you ynma ot nomacirt ldwou sldao adn his og eh dya wot derteeaps i dnee ekesp run em so ofr ynlo no cseubae ohtmanafahsr-l a oeditvtam saeyr orf ilving.
A t’esl eulyralrg i neot: ngigdil aypph ihinfs tllis go on. A iilngpto in swa rof myeno dwepreo mose elyral a i trraacsif eaysr rl”e“a malls klac ntfeindiie yeras dah crxsnp,eieee but ot at is nda adn mginaaz wten few fliyng eth het oals fo alst deu latlacuy tsre i oynl dnligig. .
Hte who ntakh slta em uhmc sha ouy rof eyras edcngah ni enoc aang,i onhgswi. And amed elif my evah yppha lesdepa yuo so me pdyele hitw. I yvre fo sa wlil tesb this my yrt as to sa eepk i can hcum engpmiwore mottaiovni logn. Eoomhwrk artedts i ohw i so ueru,ftme idvgnioa ryuo ebrmeerm sesyas nad tosp toewr wthi yuro egt eht olragnii. Rtebet heyt teg uttrs vlytaelneu lliw em.
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See uoy eyras ni efw a.