A letter from November 18th, 2012

Dear FutureMe, I just put a random date, but I wanted to ask me somehing. How do I turn out?I know I want to be a psychologist right now, but is that how I turn out? For the past few days, I have been thinking about traveling. You know, I would work part-time job to part-time job. Travel around the world walking or swimming or whatever. If I stuck ith my dream that's good....no, it's safe. If I chose another career that I 'wanted' that's also good. I just hope I'm happy. I hope that I overcame all the sufferings and everything else and turned out all right. I am currently in confusion with my own needs. I'm not sure if I chose a job because I actually wanted it, or maybe I was only scared of not knowing what to do. What do I become? Am I happy, or am I unable to be grateful for that happiness because of my mixture of reality and fantasy. I just hope I turn out allright. P.S. I'm sorry if I awkwarded you out. I just had to let that out. Who knows? maybe you're out to have some fun right now. :-} P.S.S. This is a pic of my chemical romance. http://www.google.com/imgres?num=10&hl=en&tbo=d&biw=1024&bih=571&tbm=isch&tbnid=q75KQaErNJV1QM:&imgrefurl=http://visionaryartistrymag.com/2011/11/my-chemical-romance-chemists-of-punk-rock/&docid=9oW4K-7IATGgVM&imgurl=http://visionaryartistrymag.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/mc1.jpg&w=1024&h=768&ei=e5ipUM7XNcWXqQH53ICgDQ&zoom=1&iact=hc&vpx=147&vpy=192&dur=344&hovh=194&hovw=259&tx=152&ty=108&sig=106263017521299529616&page=1&tbnh=151&tbnw=201&start=0&ndsp=10&ved=1t:429,r:1,s:0,i:145