A letter to myself

Dear FutureMe, I really hope that you have found the happiness you have always wanted. After 21 years, you're still searching for the silver lining that peers through the sky, and all you see is the overcast through the storm. You don't have much longer to go until your life is about to start, and when it does, you best make the best of it. Live every minute to the fullest. And, you best have a kid by now, and it better be a boy!! :p If there is anything I would say to myself by this time, please be the person you're always wanted to be.