Life

Dear FutureMe, Today marks the lowest point in my life. I have no money in my bank, my credit card is coming close to being maxed out, I owe the uni money and I have no job. That big win at the online Casino that was going to really help me out - I lost it all an hour ago before I cashed out any of it. My history essay is three weeks overdue, i haven't turned up to a macro or stat lecture in months. I will probably fail 2 of my remaining 3 courses. This will put me on academic probation and I will be striped of my Arts Rep position for next year, which is the only thing I really accomplished this year. In essance I hate what I have become; the bludging uni student - achieveing nothing & going nowhere. Mediocraty is my standard. I have ambitions but lack the determination to pursue them. My long term goals are there, but I do none of the short term ones needed along the way. The funny thing is that no one knows this. The fam thinks im doing really well at uni, but the disparity between what I tell them and reality increases every time they call. So I send this to you, future self, in the hope that, by my 25th birthday I am doing well and succeeding in life, whatever the hell that means. Jesse P.S I'm tipping Bush to be reelected next week