Today, tomorrow

Dear Paige, Have you changed your life in any way? Are you still happy? Are you happy with yourself? You have lost 20lbs (9-19-03), have you lost anymore? Are you keeping up your diet and walking? Always remember the pain you felt that night (7-3-03) (diet started 7-5-03), never put fast food in your mouth again. Always remember hubby saying he was worried about you, about your weight. Don't let food take you away from your hubby and son. You have everything you have ever wanted, except being thin, are you there, yet? Have you amazed everyone with your weight loss and sent them diet books for Xmas like they always did to you? Are you active now? Have you paraglided, yet? How long is your hair? (Right now it just touches your ass.) Are you tan? Do you have a job? Did hubby finish school? Are you in debt? Have you bought a house? Do you finally feel equal in your relationship? (Not in love, in paying bills and house, etc) Has that bitch of mother in law actually put a window in her wall, for you? Is she still putting you through hell? Does she still think you are not good enough? Do you still love her? Do you even care? Did you go back to school? Did you learn sign language? How is your son? Is his autism noticeable or has he calmed down and "fits" in with his class? Is he happy? Have you done all you can to make him happy? Is he healthy? Does he have a girlfriend? Do you still not want another child because you love your son so much you don't think you could love another as much? or Have you had another baby? Do you still worry as much, or more, or have you learned not to stress or worry? Have you talked to your older sis since 2000? Its been 7years since you wrote this, you are 35 now. Be happy. I am .