A letter from Jun 12, 2025

Hey Love 💜 I am writing this as a back up since we both can’t certainly know what will happen If you are reading this there are 2 possible situations I am near you and I am finally survived and we are having some nice time or I am dead and considering the second possibility I want to thank you for all you did for me and all of the love you gave me I had a really good 7 months with you and I appreciate you so much I always have you in my mind and if I am not there with you rn I don’t want you to be sad just know you made me feel so good and that I was happy until the last second and please smile for me I love you so much, more than I loved anything or anyone even more than food (yes, really and I am serious about it) I am crying rn but it’s not because i am sad it’s because of I am happy for living all of the good moments with you You were all I was dreaming of for years. I have been imagining a perfect boyfriend and a future husband for myself any time I was depressed, sad and lonely specially at nights to comfort myself and feel good and one day I met you the man who has all I was imagining and craving and much more than I could imagine for hours almost every day. But now I have you rn to imagine with me literally all the time I breath. Sometimes it’s still really difficult to believe that you are real and actually with me. Thank you for a lot for giving me all of yourself. I love how I can guess things before you say or react I absolutely love it it’s like I know you well and have a piece of you in my mind and soul I love you, I love you so ******* much. I can say this a million times till forever I love you and I am so happy I love you and I always will please never forget that If I am dead I want you to know that I will scar your name on my chest and bleed from there while I am dying I wanted to write this longer but it gets kinda difficult to breath so I will just go and get some fresh air and I am sure you know what I think rn and more than I can express Please listen nobody’s home by Avril Lavigne you probably know the song but please I love you Jalun And if I am with you rn please just kiss me, hug me tight and keep this silly letter for yourself :) Forever Your Cutie Kitty…