A letter from Apr 12, 2025

Dear FutureMe, School midyear exam is around the corner yet I'm still running around celebrating raya on the weekend. I'm always waiting for additional class to start on the weekend so that I could feel like Im locking in. Today marked the first time I didn't receive pocket money from a house. It was the last house of the day. It didn't hurt as before. Maybe it has grown out in me so I wouldn't cry much as before. It's funny to think about it again the fact that I broke down just because of money. I mean who wouldn't love money? Is it because it's my first experiencing it? I wouldn't say that because I know i have experienced it before. Maybe it's because the mindset saying that this may be my last time getting pocket money because I've been manipulated by my surroundings saying that grown ups will not get any pocket money. It was hard to believe but I'm glad it's growing in me. Just in case you're having a hard time while reading this, just know that it'll be fine. Always try your best and let's achieve the best of the best so that we'll have a lot of money and we'll get to hand out for adults too! We'll be fine and I'll make sure that will happen one day just wait and see. Love u much. Please be prepared and take care.❤️