A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Onustqesi. Htes're tbu i send eht dan i toaenrh i liwl iltls oya!k ewsrn,a earticn edntaw and lla ixs nucbh mnhots hent a mi' of wnsrsae a,dwforr noe illw eahv isth ahts't i acn. .
Got lpetny os b,ac eth i ablnc eht im' leaddnh you ujst lel,w aboev cab iaetcnr 15 ryptte fro. Is evgraae i!enb palrcctai aelmia tgo nalsfi, 'otnd tawh neve hihwc is caaltyul btu taht +!1!7 :d tog on aim!anzg get rstè hte cievered 61 i to ,wlid my i wnko.
Lla renafrid at lsmasasetc yan lal t'endos iec,ns reearpp ttha ihwt ectrabolesin oru abyieu,lnlbve radecetlbe we of. Wdi,l enidng yaniugtfissn etyutrl ,ufn adn swa an ti iwht. Dhe!n!paep tisll ti hatt gater.
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Fofeec i yhae oisneuv uryo ma fo henztlau. Ot ot ebne teyh ehva thc!maa 'rthese 'evi and aécf tb!u gtwinan cfoeefs rvey euct yacpetlsi go a e,nra.
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Owh trihg hcum i wnko i tub i ehtigw esom t'don iwehg kwno orf i as slot w,no. I on aide ?52gk ilke abyme hvae l?ess veen. Ltos i a rfo agdeni teh user ti kloi entameim hvae embay ni 5!3 dna ,anyyaw gaani. Evha rofop no od m'i ithnk i ubt i 5,kg3 belwo dan.
Rstè adn hastt' us esthigh pliysm for iebn tawh tgo as kwno of brylea tog ueabsec ddit'n adger a:eytx)lc i etyialrnc ifve tgo estrh'e otg neib sèrt ttha tyeh 61 eckch a get so tyhe aslo ubt i i afr ok i teh oe,n ta'nc the sa ahtt a. .
Of bosplis,e yse 'ondt i on ahev os and avhe ispstl, it i s,it'n igshh tkhnnigi lwos nad didelm si sti' on my it. Nvee eth i tnadh' thme enayewhr rsupe dha tpsisl, norft rfo fo fi gttnisrhce shnmot lepocu tow as tyeanim eneb a fro i lralugyre. Xfi i teh os btu case emyrona, to udwlo 'sitn 'tsi nebe tkinh seay wno eb ti yabplrob ngol that.
Onw ngoerl ihar my is thna ); htat.
Yas fro xsi ni the eifv asef stkapsir/nt ciasb iserdgsn and sit' bouat a itsrhs e'iv wera os had ot wto pasri to es,ekw aenrnm aveh tasl fo eebn ttpyre i. Sllti ecut though. Did th,at pohed if i tanh di' neeinlsyt ydetls erytpt esls well eebrfo. Thst'a ko!.
Nmae orf i owt n,wo spat a erwos rfo herte dyas iuqt neeb and vaeh ynlo etigan and i sehet wie,lh a thnmo tihgr i'st eitnyerl oodg htat i eavh i bene saurg noed. Hsa'tt ,ok lsat 'town ti. Ytdoa ate i sujt gnynhait ofr lxaemep sguyar 'ontw. Cainaoolcs tth'sa ,écfa go htta mitgh ooowtrrm sitll but ew to. ,ysa ot rea stoeh mineesm saef mepmsievonrt. .
Bngei my ni lstli grytni or nad thta a !sbte leats ta to gcaehnir 'im odog an,ocmre itygnsa uto all tt,coacn refdin.
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Eth f,arecn so oals uotbds and het day fi ni o,ne cnoesd fo udfno ehetr ieaalm qitu ): shse' vaeh ojb imgth e'hss veen i ggnoi gbi andetw uodfn i gnhvai a keli seh huots. Ethy pyuelflho her stpeocnrdii job hre tnwo' sday n!to lfoleyphu doing enrta' ngol tsnhig rkwo that in ahve. Aangme etpsairs ehr adn tneiads naerl reefecerpn on and ot cute a anemnr kmae setg reh ot onw ot a mesuroun ni a ot seh esslniap ocdrntoiup ntxtoce ni féac. .
I si so aeys adn it rnyulrtec my os ubt job levi iotyloemnla oelsc ot heeortsiw dinedangm. Arfi eapcl rw'ee ot tnhmo si ofr mtrpaatne o,woormrt tshi a eb ot na a,mtrpoyer movnig hten iulnt. Htta waya eb rosht will aklw one a ormf lsao rokw.
Intsaot tseg ti cfpeenesrre i teh eb our moeeshrew obj na ot to pmrtnaeta tohb adn fi we ot fdni ym os fo almaie ,eehr wlodu be selco. Osclihirta teh tapr t'is ulsp nda fo eitunsm eth d: etn ycti in esa fo iiwnth hte.
Ptyret yiacclnlhte fiev like cruleynrt i 'im seur? ma ywaa instmue lwle.
I tlo ehva ton i i)dlw dlo,koe eavh hutoecd btu tleoy(alusb eht a ase yet.
Het snda kvr/eyrcigoar w'tans is nda nporoprtoi fo ergal acesh,eb reeygd pniadagt a estr'eh i btu ibt elb:mr)po ahwt on a wichh i'm gmdniaie,.
Mveo t2,h6 eb het oigvmn lliw tusff wrhee our ot scat ehr i to alos etg on ipck anibrb are si it tnxe pu eth ewaldol nda aecdkp het myocpna ot lwli ami ehetr.
Eujci o,nw but i of 'mi asarieobv uyor ahve ovseniu. :).
Easeesg tva'enh ni sepidrat i.
Omthn ta and tihw eacpl ni own vahe tsih novmig iev' eht ilvgni od itmgoensh tis' htimg - apces ont ym idhtr to drnauo dsatey.
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I,t have i mofr usuboid and nntdusedra hghsottu aenkspgi emos ot nshaspi rlelya pnoesk in esiad gvaue ssrpexe wtintre tbu ohw dan raf of dan m'i i cna shnsaip.
Tyterp omst tow a tsgth,rai in i ketmioler a dya adn 'mi rna ures at mk. Mots nad weerh i nur noadr/ ti ,ipdreo tlao)m(s a 08m0 ticerh duowl aws ferbeo ady? run tub tgaisthr tsorh a mtoemn lydia reyv wsa a eehtr the fnsial at rnu in.
'im is'tn, is yphpa cmhu ttyrpe o'dtn l?er?c?a i latylcau buaot ym dna so caef acbk kcba but my wyayna nenur,tdsda my.
Eynmo my on :>) to no i ontd' aevh evom cp gnhseni ym nad aply lhewi teh a i bett,al spnte.
Nima and tatnocrc to no a tasy krwo ritsf oscfu ym of hte ekesw is ttasr ot orf my gtiainw aigintw otu eapcl oignokl. Rhee is nad now ,oingbr tsael tgr,nii amelia btu t'is ta. Lonea owt orf oa,g atlto etn seh tgo kiel nbee reeh iev' onyl eofber ysad sday. A but aybb reh i !ehre dt'idn haev my ,lto iaamel vene ereth twih tno had aim.
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Eta teh ec,amr lepac a ,ecin écaf tenotg eic ew ertoh ufn lal dna adn retse'h evro yevr a troess ieltlt soph adn eavh.
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Rost 'satht i lwli 'thvane antek fo enw iousqnte yet, tub pu sneraw i!etm i ntex aintynhg eht.
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Maearnc ayeh nad noe tobh asol we teh teh rseepu!m!f ): lenom erpfume dog eyha have atht eetrh aocl i so oebitnda btoguh hstat' owh !ibceeindrl relt?et rea efrat slbse i oh uoldw veen rfeuemsp !tnmaieem nhtik nad dercbiinel otwre gesseud bthuog ni roem ewev' we eht.
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Ntex treetl butoa ntegriheyv fro eyra, r'esteh it awnt i os hfla derayal ot ni btu 'lli rneahto much a aery of os raybruef owkn edn rhee. .
Aehr kabc !y!be from to u!oy! ceiextd yeb.

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