A letter from Jan 27, 2025

Dear Futureself, how have you been, I wonder what has changed in 6 months, it cant be that much, right? 6 months might be to little time to ask this question but... are you back in contact with Charlee?? please tell me you stopped texting him on that fake account tho. I hope your still not at the same job. To little money to be made there. Im afraid to ask. I hope the answer is yes but are you still with N. If not I hope you guys didn't end bad. He's a really good guy, too good for you. Charlee was made for you. Hes just as ****** as you. You guys were made for eachother. maybe that's why you're so attached. I hope you learned to love N as much as you do Charlee. Hows the gym. OHH how was deftones. did you see charlee??? and what about Jay. oh and Miguel. too many people to keep tabs on. smhsmh, did you end up getting a tattoo?? How are you in general , I hope your doing a lot better. I hope you got more into God. Remember everything happens for a reason. I hope Charlee texted you and you guys talked everything out. some part of me hopes you ended up with Charlee again. I cant believe you still love him after 4 years. But some part of me really hopes you totally forgot about him and are really happy with N, this is your first ever healthy relationship you've ever had and you don't deserve it. I hope your doing good, get your money up not your funny up -gatito