A letter from Jan 21, 2025

Dear FutureMe, You got this, YOU got this, YOU got THIS. I hope you got into the RN program for next school year. Don't worry you'll be fine or else. Doing this yourself for yourself. You like it enough and that's GOOD don't freak out PLEASE. You have people that can help you and if they don't keep their word after beginning reminded, **** em! Also is cc still existing in your bubble or did she actually do what mother thinks she does. Since she JUST noticed the way she acts but is just adding on the negativity. Don't let that negative thoughts change you. Don't let people you think have bad mindsets change you. Just because people see mostly the bad in others doesn't mean you need to follow. Be aware of it, and note it. Be smart. Be medicated. Also stop being pissy? That was really weird what happened on "vacay" with the constant piss mood. Mother said that's what father does, so keep trying to maintain temper and explain in a way that wont crash. I think it's the constant med take or the stress on the upcoming admission test, even if I know you didn't want to go out of town because of that and the fires. Also **** math and English but reading is fine, I guess. Hope J's baby is born, and DONT let that social anxiety baby momma try to push u away. You want to see the cabaret with her so I hope you did. Make close friends, and hype Sh into getting a job or becoming a vr streamer also because of social anxiety. Anyway, that's it right now. Clean your room, concentrate, and use the summer to focus on your hyperfixations and self. Much love, you. Xoxo