A letter from Jan 14, 2025

Dear FutureMe, update 1: so its 2 am i just hard cried cause i have no friends and am terribly alone, am extremely angry and sad at the same time. i really do want to give up but i cant yet. im not happy, i have gotten really good at showing it when i am in class and **** but we both know its catching up or by the time you're reading it, it already has. I wish oyu good luck, tho you're useless and untalented, ungrateful, irresponsible piece of ******* who should not be alive. I really do hope you have some sense in you and are enjoying your life. you ******* ****. update 2: list of **** i need to get done by the time youre reading this cause as i said before youre a ******* ****:- assembly game ml course completion leetcode 300 computer networking and **** reach 90 kg if none of these are complete, you are absolutely nothing and it was not worth staying alive and thus you should give up if only 1 is done or some of them are done as a byproduct and not as an active venture then again you have no value and need to work harder if some of them are remaining but you actively prusued these then youre good, but you are still not good enough if you have actively pursued everything and gotten everything, congratulations you're a normal ******* person seriously do it all otherwise i'll ruin your life future **** from, present ****