A letter from Dec 30, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Today is the black new moon, the double need moon of December and the last of the year.... I feel it's also a really important one. I've been so stressed out trying to set up my life and new business here on Berlin, but here is my chance to set the best intentions for the coming six months. I found out today that the first month of my business made roughly over €800. It's not yet enough to cover my expenses but it's **** good for the first sold month of setting things up. If things line up with my moons then it should be covering my costs or profiting by March which I'm really really hoping for. I've been considering all my options and I'm so scared almost all the time. Sometimes, more often than I want to admit, my stress gets the better of me.... I've already asked for good profits and a good retreat turn out... Now I'm praying, please give me the strength to do this work and not give up. Help me to be strong and let go of my stress so that I can really do this well and help other people. Let me be healthy and happy, be able to take beautiful camping trips this summer with Chris, and not worry. Universe and Berlin, you've given me so much, every time I ask, you give to me so fast. And you've sent me so many signs to not give up, to keep going and keep trying... Of course I want the security of the money, but let me please enjoy my life and reduce my stress. I want a better work out schedule, please continue to keep me motivated and healthy, exploring and greatful, happy and stable. This would be the most beautiful life ❤️ Thank you for all the support from the other side, and I wish I could have been doing better to be more connected. With this new year I've planned my schedule better and will stick to my routine and workouts. Please let me continue to have this win, let me take over the apartment contract in six months. I asked before but I guess it wasn't time, or if this isn't supposed to happen then let me find the most beautiful perfect apartment with my boyfriend. And so cheap hahahaha Much love to future me, From me now