A letter from Dec 27, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hey girl, how are you doing? And don't just say alright because you have a tendency to say you're alright when you're really not. How are you really? As of today,12-28-2024, you are highkey still dealing with things God instructed you to surrender years ago but you are hardheaded. Why? I don't know lol but you like to do things your way instead of God's way and he has a funny way of sitting you down and making you relax before you hurt yourself from stressing about things that shouldn't even matter to you. I pray that you have a great relationship with Christ before all else and I pray you have an amazing relationship with your daughter. Also yourself. I really really pray you're doing well and that you're still alive. Like forreal girl let that stress go and live your life! Life is too short and you're wasting your time stressing about small stuff. I also pray you have released all that other stuff God instructed you to release. I pray that you are happy and thriving. I pray that everything you wanted from the peace of mind, peace of heart, peace of soul, a loving community, a beautiful happy healthy kid, a healthy body, house, car etc that you have it. I pray that once you realized that it was never your burden to bare, that Christ died for your sins as well as everybody else's that you finally let stuff go. Don't sleep on an angry anxious heart because that's how wounds are created. I pray that you know God's grace is sufficient and that you surrendered to the Lord's will to see what he has for you is far more greater than you want for yourself. Have you dropped that tough exterior and interior? Have you learned to trust yourself and trust others? Are you working on it? If so, congratulations! If not, don't be hard on yourself just keep working towards it. I hope you learned to really love yourself the way Christ loves you. I pray you allowed Jesus to come in and heal that big beautiful heart. 💛 You do so much for other people and have a tendency to put others before yourself and I pray that you finally realize it's not selfish to put yourself first and began doing for you more. I pray you reciprocate that love for others. I pray that NOBODY and I mean NOBODY is taking up space in your head or heart that doesn't love you and have genuine intentions for you. I pray you let go of wanting to be perfect and allow yourself to be human. I know you hold yourself to high standards but loosen up. You're really uptight right now and it's not a good look on you lol. I'm telling you this with love. 😂😂 So overly critical of yourself. I pray that you've let all the hurt go this time and just let things be. From: Dessie💛 To: Future Dessie💛 P.S. Have you pursued that career in Science? With love and wish you all the best 💛✨