A letter from Dec 27, 2024

Dear FutureMe, It's been a while since I wrote to myself. Let me tell you that life is going fine now and I hope it is like that for the rest of years too. 2024 was spent well with my job as developer and spending money on myself, it was overall an awesome year. I got an offer from constacloud for the post of a project coordinator, the role is same as project manager but a project coordinator works under the project manager. Some of the people I know have got this offer but rejected it because they wanted to do the development, but for me I don't think development is working out for me. I want to try a different thing maybe after sometime doing this I might want to continue development. If this happens I will be starting as an intern again. I am planning on making the year 2025 my year. Riya is taking small steps in taking my jobs and duties which means I can go to tripd if I insist hard hard enough. I am planning of joining kathak classes again. I love kathak and I regretted so much after I left it. I will making ok-ish amount of money in this new job, I will also try to buy a scooty by saving some money and getting some from father. I wish I can fulfill those wishes of mine. If I couldn't qualify the interview I might want to reconsider the timings of my kathak classes. I hope I am doing these when this letter is reached. I stopped writing letters and it feels awful waiting for one when I haven't even written any so I decided to do it for myself this year. I am trying to take steps in doing things that make me happy this year. Like as I said joining kathak classes, joining new job with new environment and writing letters to myself. I have some friends to say and to talk to on somedays but I still feel very lonely and alone. It feels awful not meeting with your friends and yapping. I am a clingy person , I crave presence of people. I have been feeling very lonely from somedays and I don't feel the need to be talking with anybody. Ishika called and it feels good to talk to her but not until she changes her ways. She is a great friend and much greater person but only when there are no guys around. As soon as the boys get in the picture she becomes this pick me attention seeker. I crave her presence in my life. I crave a friend. I always write this hoping by the time this letter is reached I have a boyfriend who meets at least 70% of my desires. I hope the guy I would be married to is a supportive caring and romantic guy. I hope I pass these exams and I hope I realize which career path is best suited for me. I hope I get lucky enough to get good oppertuanitites. i hope I am strong enough to stand up for myself whenever it is needed. I hope I am better person every year. I hope too much I know. I desire for change and these changes must be positive. I was reading my horoscope and it said we will be travelling a lot. Is it true? Have you travelled even once? It also said that financially we will be very tight. I hope we are managing our expenses right. The horoscope also suggested to wear 5-10 carats pearl in silver pendent. I wish to have one, lets save for that and get one. It also asked to chant a mantra :- KRISHNAY VASUDEVAY HAREYE PARMATMANE | PRADAT KLESHNASHAYA GOVINDAY NAMO NAMAH: Wishing for a better and brighter new year. I hope we are taking care of ourselves. inserting hearts. P.S Lets buy a new phone please!