A letter from Dec 24, 2024

Dear FutureMe, This relationship first of all has been cuddly, cute, and FUN. It was intentional from the very beginning. I found someone who fit what I was looking for, and I invested time and energy into this, feeling very practical about it, and it kind of worked. I know that I can put time into a relationship and it can grow. It was a lot less unhealthy and unpredictable than other relationships (until the surprising ending). God, I miss her, I miss her, I hope her holidays are going okay and everyone is being nice to her, I feel terrible and a little unhinged into yearning once again, this time for a red-headed girl who has so much life energy. I loved bringing you to parties and showing everyone, yes! yes! this is my beautiful incredibly wonderful and perfectly suitable girlfriend. I really do not know what will happen next. If she DOES want to keep dating, will I want to -- especially if she doesn't see that this was a big over-reaction? What if it happened again..??!! I do not like when people I'm dating disappear on me like this --- Okay, so if you're reading this in June -- all I can say is -- you're 28 and I mean that you are super handsome -- you've got this, have a wonderful summer!!!! <3