A letter from Dec 17, 2024

Dear FutureMe, When you get this message you'll be surprised bc of this bad memory of yours. I wish you could read it with no depression symptoms and that one you love the most would turn into a good thing to think about. Grief is probably around but I really hope you already realize how much you got through on 2024. And just be proud of yourself. From six months ago, where I write this, I can see you have a lot of things planned to restart. That's something you also should be proud of: restarting all over. Picking up the pieces. Going on. And no matter how your goals developed so far, I just want you to remember that you're doing great. You are facing life. You are still waking up, which, somedays, is just the hardest thing to do. Don't worry that much about your body, bout what you think that people think of you. Remember nobody is worried about you: everybody just thinks about themselves. Do it as well. Just worry about laughing, enjoying time with those people you love. Hug Gloria as hard as you can, and always take her to walk and play. Remember that a dog's love is precious. Keep treating her the best you can. Her life is the greatest gift you allowed yourself to take care of. She is the best. Remember to laugh, even when she pees at the wrong place. At the end of the day, she is just a beautiful cute dog; the floor and every stuff she will still destroy are just... stuff. Love her till the end. And I hope you can learn a little bit about loving yourself in this process.