A letter from December 7th, 2024

Dear FutureMe,                        Ya habibi I typed this twice before the first time was some kind of account block an the second I came out of the app an checked a message an the thing just say something with the connection an the while Sammything  clear out but alas here I am again soo the first time I was saying I was behind a reasonable portion of bora an a dyamin big canter came an turn around till in front of the concrete and I can't remember what else I said 🫠meh memory is nah the strongest thing 🙂‍↔️but alas I must go on yes soo I was saying about muallim an miss 🫣I am learning surah bakarah for miss swab classes which I think is going well. bai aye the other night I completely miss the whole thing I only got like 5 mins of it I was vexed with my self to a way but it's ok cuz I'll try to improve on the time yes anyways all of this come possible bcz I told muallim that I wanted to learn Arabic an get back to the learning an uk gat better over all an he said that he'll teach me but then he told me he couldn't do it anymore and put me in to miss,which I very much appreciate.dumbass me now decided to catch feelings for the guy😂😂😂 but knowing me it's not very surprising 🙄😂anyways I've been creating scenarios like the dumbass I am an beating my self up about it cuz I can't do that uk it's not right but alas I think like this morning or last night I had a epiphany or something 🤣🤣 cuz like if I continue like that I would only lix up my self (them not allowing me to say bEaT) my self (mentally)an that sucks it really does an re overthinking is endless lawdddd leh me tell u but alas I think I'm freed from that an it's surprising cuz it has never ended so fast but I'm glad nonetheless 🙂‍↕️.At one point i was hoping that maybe i could marry the guy 🤣cuz i mean he seems really nice i think but alas I don't know who is ment for me i really hope it's someone good 🫠
🙂‍↕️meh happy cuz I wouldn't be thinking about him an getting pissed at my self uk meh really happy 
when I get this I hope it reaches me well an hope everyone is well too 
we have to plow up a bed for papchoy but maa sleeping lol so me keeping quiet like the lazy man I am🤣🤣lawd idk y me like this lol but me feel she gon wake just now cuz like when them sleep them does sleep with the work on them mind nah like me cuz badman does sleep like me life depends on it 🤣🤣but alas it's im me yes ohhhh aye meh get fine/thin/lanky lol well not lanky but uk lil fine nah GT faz see me I think yesterday an she say me get fine she binna go say me look maga but me tell she no never cuz I could never look maga na matter hope fine me get cuz yuh boy is big built uk how 🤣🤣
anyways meh babe meh hope yuh nah ******* yuh self too much (I can't say at all cuz that's not possible 🫠🙂‍↔️)but it's fine anywaysss
I guess I love you (ewueeeeeeeee )cuz like who does that 

hope u find someone good in this life an hope to go with them in the next 🙂‍↕️♥️so for now I'll say to u 
FE AMANILLAH ♥️may allah protect u and guide u an every one else and may he protect the believers from harm and evil 🫶🏻see u in 6 months my habibti 🩶🫂