A letter from Nov 30, 2024

Dear FutureMe, girl, how are things going? for a little Context right now i’m at the field two week field event which is not bad at all and I just have just a horrible headache. It’s kind of just like thundering but let me get to the point reason why I’m writing this is honestly just about. He’s just so ******* irritating honestly all he does is ***** and complain and I really can’t wait for him to ******* leave, the amount of ******* complaining like I’m gonna stop talking not talking to him but like I’m just not gonna hang out with him. Point blank I’m not gonna join VC and play League of Legends with him like it is just so irritating. He is just such a mood ****** like all he does is complain about everybody else except for himself. he’s such a miserable *** little ******* loser. All he does a *****, ***** ***** and complain like I want him to ******* leave. He does ******* spew his ******* ******* everybody and everybody expects it to be OK like I’m just so god**** annoying and it’s just like he is not gonna ******* listen for **** until after the fact is so oh my god. he literally had to come out for one day to go ahead and come out for certification to drive one ******* day. It’s not like he’s on leave or anything the complaining then I would understand but seriously what an annoying *** ******* brat and I seriously can’t wait for somebody to give them that ******* wake up. Call that he needs because I sure as hell I’m not going to especially with my ******* position he’s just gonna I’m just gonna look in the wrong and nobody’s gonna back me up. i’m just gonna keep reacting honestly because if I don’t get the shout on my system, I’m just not gonna be able to stop thinking about it but yeah, he literally complains about every little single thing. A grown *** ******* man complaining about every little single god**** thing he’s so quick to judge everybody else but he can’t take one god**** ******* minute to stop and reflect on what the **** he does. It is so god**** irritating nobody wants to ******* hear and ***** and ******* complain. Get a ******* grip. It is so god**** annoying you friend, just lost his mom and you still want to talk **** in his face. What kind of person does that? it’s just so crazy to me how nobody else will really complain that much except for him like it is so so irritating like I genuinely have a headache from the amount of ******* complaining he ******* does and it’s just like all he ******* does is complain and complain like ***** we all ******* get it. You’re ******* miserable but you ******* complaining doesn’t ******* help anybody just genuinely so excited for him to leave so I can go ahead and ******* be miserable somewhere else because he’s literally the most ******* and sufferable human being. As a matter of fact, he shows up late to any head time that people set up for him, you know, he says he wants to do this and that, but he never follows through . I’m gonna write a separate letter. I can’t stand people that complain all the ******* time and I think I used to be like as a ******* kid, but there’s a ******* difference between a kid and a ******* grown *** white 25-year-old he always somehow makes it about himself. He always does affecting me not how this is affecting everybody else no especially whenever we play video games. He just does not know how to have fun like everything has to go his way like he is literally a prima ******* like it’s no ******* wonder. His girlfriend just cannot seem to ******* like him and why she calls him a ******* ***** and why she calls him a ************ with no god**** ******* backbone. It is so god**** irritating he always has to go ahead and be right. It’s his way his way his way and like I just genuinely cannot **** with people like that and I try hard to go ahead and be a hateful spiteful ***** all the time whenever I’m around him because that **** is tiring but when I think about the **** he’s done like not showing up to my birthday because he’s too sick or correction. His girlfriend is too sick and then when he gives me the gift for my birthday he says oh it was my girlfriend you know some days OK but it’s just resorts back like I don’t wanna be his friend at all but it’s just like I’m gonna a situation where I genuinely have to sit there and listen to this ************ talk. like this ************ is so god**** insecure he’ll literally have the ******* nerve to come up to me and be all like hey are you just playing the long game just so you can go ahead and go with my girl as if I don’t already want somebody else like who does that? The ************ doesn’t think for **** and considerate and rude as **** like I cannot deal with people like this emotionally like I’m already having a ******* deal with a loss of a god**** family member and you wanna **** me and sit there and ******* complain about your god**** ******* job because that’s all you just know how to ******* do and I do **** like this where I talk to myself or I write this **** down because the **** that I’m saying is absolutely ******* hurtful and because I’m somewhat of a decent ******* friend I’m not gonna go ahead and ******* say **** to his face anymore like I try to talk to him you know he just keeps pressing my ******* button and it’s just like odd at this point I’m not gonna force him to go ahead and have to quote on “walk eggshells around me because that’s pretty much what it’s gonna be like you know like the things that I’ve done for him it’s just so ******* one-sided and it’s just like I’m not there for. I’m not feeling your **** *** energy. You’re honestly so ******* draining to be around like I ******* hate it. I ******* hate it. I have to be forced to work with these god**** people who does do not ******* think about the **** that they ******* do until it’s too late then I get people who are all like sorry I was a ******* **** to you. Sorry I got you ****** up. I’m too much of an insecure ******* ******* to ******* deal with you like a mature ******* person so I can’t deal with people. That’s why I don’t like ******* people, you know, I understand that he might be having as little moment but Jesus this moment has been going on for way too long and it’s just like an actual adult needs to ******* talk to him because nobody else is going to get through to him, I know competition and even if he is in a competition with me, I can genuinely feel the insecurity rubbing off on this creature because I know anytime I step out and I show out it always so I’m kind of excuse and I know for a fact, I do a hell of a lot better and it brings out his insecurities because it shows the **** that he lacks you know I don’t really run for like eight months and then first day back running I beat him and half of the group that I’m running with you know I’m in a Korean speech contest and then he hast to make himself some ******* you know my mom ******* dies and then he asked to ******* say oh sorry this has never happened to me personally but I’m so over it honestly anytime I hang out with new ******* people. He’s all like oh I bet you miss me you and your new friend left you didn’t they like your **** talking is just corny and just Carranza as **** like ill.