A letter from Sep 06, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I know that you probably feel like you haven't done enough even though I know you have. You put in all the work and strived for greatness every step of the way, not only that but you've made some friends good or bad that have seen through this year with you. To be honest I don't even know what really to say to you the more I grow the more my words get clouded and it's hard to express what I feel or focus. I have a feeling that this program will bring me joy & hardships but "what haven't I overcome that this program could possibly throw at me !?" I tell myself over and over, plenty of sleepless nights are to come if I really want to succeed in this program another thing I'm pretty confident about is the support system here. Future self, you have plenty of mentors willing to put your brain to the test and see if you have what it takes and honestly right now our main mentor makes me feel like as long as we put in the work rightfully so we could actually have a chance at a change of scenery from the ordinary we see everyday. Sometimes I get tired of just feeling "decent" I want to have other thoughts other than the blank ones that can't even come into fruition but this academy gives me hope and brings out a part of me that hasn't really been visible in a while & that is the need to have Information, to be taught, and shown what really lies inside of this first national building. I would hope you can make me proud & come out of this as some sort of victor also I hope that it lights some sort of fire in you to continue chasing your dream or dreams if you have any because as of now I only sleep and envision millions, may my dreams and visions manifest into your life future self. So that you can make me the past you somewhat proud its been a lack of that lately most days just past and go while some nights are sleepless and cold but you I believe can change the way I see things fit. Sincerely, Past me