A letter from Aug 30, 2024

Dear FutureMe, hi Sasha you're NORMALLY done with 10h grade. FINALLY?(i mean unless u get summer school which I pray to God it doesn't happen ill be so sad fr.) its been only three days and i feel like ending it all. My friends are not in my class so its even more annoying staying in a class full of immature and racist boys. I dont care tho...ill act nonchalant heh. (sorry) Anyways fr fr im just going to lock in the whole year and forget abt the others this girl did it in 8th grade and I honestly respect it. The hockey dudes are a lot less horrible then i thought but theyre like super racist so... but this dude..istg i might crash out, ur not cool, ur not funny and u legit piss me off. Like im not some loser ***** who gets sad over u LOUDLY saying infront of his friend 'OHHH WOOOOW did u just say the n word' wowowowoow hahahahha u got the whole squad laughing lil bro. anyways i dont know i just hope i get friends man.. I miss my friends being in my class and actual funny ppl. i hope 11th grade gets better . maybe cegep/college gets better mannn. Everyone is new and like..its like sec 1/ 7th grade alllll over againn. Anyways how are you....i never asked i hope everyone else is good too btw. im sooooo happy school ended for u. Hopefully sec 5 is not as horrible and i have friends. i cant wait for the end of this year. Three days in yet the worst already. P.s : is ur fav song to sing atm still is birds of a feather by billie eilish? what new songs droppeddd (i know this is soon but ay.. alot can happen in 10 months! tmrw is september so) another note.. I really hope i lock in this year and I don't get why people want to be in a relationship so bad live your life stop only searching for male/female validation. Be free? we're only 15/16 and the only thing ppl seem to care about is if you're pretty or not. It really pisses me off. Hope no one reads this letter ngl now im kinda embarrassed about this whole rant. I love you Sasha please don't kys or die lololo