A letter from Jul 29, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I’m just a girl. How are you? Are things ****** yet? Have you made a mistake that’s cost you your friendship? Do you remember that vow to shut the **** up and not say a single word of ****? To not be honest or help others at all with their ****? Yeah. You had best remember that. Your not cool, your not awesome, your not overly pretty. Your inbetween, and you best, you ******* best be working hard for that goal. Just imagine that life. You can win it and achieve it. Don’t **** up. You may have more than one chance, but you won’t be able to change things. Make more friends, make sure they help you and your goal. God, please don’t have ****** up. And if you did, fix it and move on. You know **** always comes to bite you in the ***. You know your dealing with that stupid ******* virus. You know how much of a limit it’s going to be. You KNOW this. Don’t let anything deter you. Just keep working for that goal. Even if you stupid slump comes in. Even if your so *** at ****. Your growing up. Your a teen now. Things are going to be different, and this is corny as ****, but you must mature. You gotta change your tone and your attitude. As a kid, it’s one thing, but you’ve grown up. Ain’t no one got time to deal with your ********. Sob story is whatever unless it’s on a college application. Do better Be better. You ******* disappointment. Mom is out here working her butt off. Ignore your guilt all you want. It’s not gonna change a thing. It’s just like you always said, hmm? That regardless of how you feel, regardless of what you think, there’s only one truth? That stupid thing? How no matter what happens, you’ll know if it’s true or not? Has ANYTHING ever been so crystal clear? You know people can’t trust you. Your all happy and bubbly but you have such a big mouth! Are you a kid to go around parading what you hear? Are you so unimportant you rely on others words to make yourself the center? Why do you need to be the center?? Boys. Boys are a whole other thing. You’ve seen how she acted with guys. You see what she takes and does. And you didn’t do **** about it. She brought an edible on the plane and what did you do? Nothing. You didn’t bat an eye. You didn’t even take a moment to think about it. Or maybe you did and just dismissed it. Both you and here were 14 and 15. For ***** sake, when was it the norm? If you know things, stop doing **** for pure entertainment. Your not the **** for it. You’ll only get people in trouble. Yes, you should always keep your mouth shut but when someone is going to get in trouble, not even depending on the situation, get. Out. Of. There. There’s nothing good that will come out of hanging with the wrong crowd. You’ll waste your time and life on these people you will eventually leave. It’s not “oh since I’ll leave anyway it doesn’t matter if I hang out with these people/do this stuff” YES IT ******* DOES AND YOU KNOW THAT **** WELL. It’s time your NEVER going to get back. It’s YOUR life that you decide to THROW AWAY. Your human and your not that pathetic to be WASTING TIME on meaningless stuff. Calling it me time isn’t a good enough excuse. You entire FUTURE rides on this. EVERYTHING is at your fingertips. Think beyond society norms and ideas, go beyond what you see on the screen. You can be more than a stupid child, more than whatever your ****** up life has given you. WORK FOR IT. Just because it’s popular doesn’t mean you NEED to do it. WHY? Why do you NEED to? Because of FOMO? And I get that but are you so DESPERATE to do stupid, STUPID **** to be involved? There’s a limit and a fine line between fun and dangerous. I’m sure you can understand this. You best be working hard to get that dream, sucker. Corny as **** line, but life isn’t easy. Not even expecting someone thing out of you, So prove me wrong. Say I was wrong for expecting nothing from you. Show me how strong, and intelligent and how beautiful you are inside. Show me how you can fix your flaws and improve. Prove to me that you are MORE. Be better, cabezona.