A letter from July 29th, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I'm sorry that I caused you to have so many scars on your body I'm trying to get better I promise but Ed is getting to me and my head. things are so hard for me right now I'm laying on my bed crying because I gained weight again. I managed to loose over 5 pounds and was at 99.3 lbs and now I'm at 103.2 lbs I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm so messed up I need help so bad but I cant ask for it because my parents wouldn't accept Mr, I don't want to dump that on my sister or friends. I hope your better than I am right now. You can do this I know you can. I really hope your not dead. I hate myself and Mt stupid face and my stupid stomach. I don't know I'd I'll make it to next year. I'm sorry for everything.