A letter from Jul 28, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I find myself in the same boat as last year, feeling lost, hopeless and lonely. My birthday is coming up and I’m gonna spend it alone. But there is one thing that is different this time. I’m beginning to find peace with the ugly parts about life. Although I’m not happy right now, I have experienced a lot this year that I’m proud of. I did my a levels to a great standard(I hope😭), the same ones yr12 me thought I would fail. ALSO I lost my virginity? I thought I would die a virgin lol. I’ve met a lot of people that have helped me rewire my brain. I have no expectations for next year except to enjoy it to my fullest. Right now this looks like me committing to gym and loving and understanding myself, and also being in a relationship with a special someone (B). But I understand this can all change in an instant and I have to be okay with that. Good luck on university or whatever you do boss. Till next year🫡