A letter from Jul 26, 2024

Dear Future Me, 1 year from now, you just doubted someone giving you an advice saying "God knows the answer better than me". Ever wonder why? it was because you're so down. You almost think of ending yourself. How funny it was, you're still breathing. You burst into tears because your doubts and worries has been answered by Him. If you don't remember, you saw a post saying "Tears are prayers too". You know buddy, you don't have to push so hard, let things flow. Remember what you sent her? oh you don't? it's a tiktok post with a Bible verse. You went teary. About the girl, please don't worry. You know, God has given you quite cheers these days. Have you notice? He even sent you a message, He said "Even at our absolute best, we will not be good enough for the wrong people, in the same way, even at our absolute worst, we will still be good enough for the right people." Come on! Cheer yourself up! It was so hard lately, isn't it? Starting from the environment you're in, to the girl, to yourself doubting, to the purpose you haven't found and to the future waiting ahead of you. It might take some time, but I know you'll have your own purpose here. Ask Him if it gets hard again, I'm rooting for you. You'll be fine. Okay? Mwa! -Yourself.