A letter from Jul 24, 2024

Dear Me, How are you today? 50 50? Are you happy?content? I hope today is a calm day for you, you deserve it so much. Little you is going though a breakup right now, this is the worst pain you're experiencing. Who was your best friend.. The love of your life told you he didn't love you anymore, he said he loved you till 19july, 2024. That night before he texted, you had so much anxiey and you cried so hard because you thought you were losing him...you were gonna tell him that..but you never once imagined that horrid letter. You know it was going good..it was getting better.. He said he can't, he tries so hard but he can't,you don't believe it or maybe you don't wanna believe, either way it ***** to hear him saying these words. Never once in your life did you imagine this. I know it ***** you to see him showing love to everyone, in front of everybody, You ask him in your head over and over why not me? Yknow you're parents don't know what happened to you...why you've been so distant. I just don't know why it happened...you were supposed to stay. You said you were gonna stay. You said only ***** will do us part. You sang to me...tum agar manaoge to maan jaaunga...har safar mein saath tera main yun hi nibhaaunga... You said hum humesha abba hi rahenge..hum kabhi katta nhi ho sakte... And still you didn't listen to me.. I don't know what happened that was so disastrous that made you write that letter.. You said to me to let go...why couldn't you let it go...? You are thinking so much and not at all at the same time.. You feet hurt from all this stress.. You can't seem to eat.. anything...food just makes you nauseous.. I hope you're eating well now I hope you are okay Take care, I love you.