A letter from Apr 05, 2024

Dear FutureMe, the second letter waiting patiently for this eh? so you did it you ******* madman YOU DID IT on one hand i dont want to dream for you because it genuinely feeks impossible that I actually reached this goal of mine even though ive been dreaming of it since 9th grade, it just feels so out of reach on the other i just can't help but feel like you're invincible ome thing you should never forget is how many times youve doubted yourself AND NOW THAT YOURE HERE imagine how many other things you can do there will always be doubt but there has been doubt and you overcame it and you ******* achieved what you wanted if i start now ill just keep daydreaming even more take a couple months off doing nothing if you can you know how the admission process works just indulge on the fruits of your labour prepare for this next chapter remember where you started never forget the people who were there for you none of this matters if you dont they're the most important and they always will be good luck man i love you just keep swimming bro :skull: i logged in to send another letter and i realised i didnt send this one out yet i know there was a specific date i was supposed to send this to **** i forgot and this is like after 4 months writing this ill just send this to around this time next year should be fine and everythins i said feels so vague i was referring to qualifying advacned and getting to go to germany but i dont even really want that right now i want to stay in india for a year and then go eh ill make a new letter next year when i know what im doing right now my main focus gotta be mains and boards