A letter from Jul 19, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Lately we feel a bit lonely. Maybe cause we have too much free time and we’re bored. Plus we got our heart broken a bit by a stupid doctor haha. But we’ll get over it in a minute. But you know sometimes I’m asking myself, why no one wants me or falls in love with me? Cause I think I’m a great catch, but why is no one else seeing it? Sometimes I worry that I’ll never find love, but on the other hand I’m only 19 so why am I stressing so much? It’s not my time yet I guess. I’ll start Uni in October and then I’ll try to engage more socially. Maybe then I’ll find someone. Not just love but like new friends. The only real friend I’m 100% sure about is Anna. She’s always there for me. Maxima, the emys are behaving weird torwards me. And since I lost Selina, I’m questioning all my friendships. But I know I’ll be ok, no matter what. Cause I have myself. I just hope that someday it’s my turn to receive love from others. Give me an update in a few years hahahaha. Maybe it has changed, you never know what happens next :) Your Single Bettina :)