A letter from Jul 19, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Dear future me, My love, I miss you. Though I have no idea who you are. That’s quite strange… Did you graduate? I hope you did but if not, don't stress it too much. You got another chance. If you did graduate, thank you. Right now I’m really struggling. Every time I have to study for a test I completely blow it. With subjects like Spanish and English it’s still okay. But Every. Single. Time. I have to study for a test on chemistry or physics; I break down, I get panic attacks, and I give up. I’ve been thinking about talking to someone for some time now. But I’m too scared. I’m a wuss. I think I’m a great person in all the other aspects of my life but when it comes to school, I’m a wreck. I don’t know how to fix it. I see all these tips online and I really try my best but it’s so ******* hard. I’m gonna cry just writing this. Why does have to be so hard? Why? I don’t want to do this. Please get me out here. Please. I don’t want to do this anymore. Please.