A letter from Jul 17, 2024

Dear Future Camden, Hey, we stopped talking a few days ago. I had to pull it together today in the store I was trying not to cry, but my manager was making me laugh through it. Im sitting at my balcony door watching a thunderstorm. Im listening to ROAR's song "Nothing can't hurt us." The lines "I don my best just to try and accept that we move in opposite directions," hits hard right now. I feel like this was long over due but I just couldn't let go. I didn't want to let go. I know I deserved better but I wanted it to be you. I wanted you to grow and mature with me. I doubt you will see this but I hope you know how much I truly loved you. I will always feel like I wasn't enough for you to love me. I wonder were we will be in a year. I'm going to my friends show tomorrow im pp excited. I love doing music so much. I hope we both find love and happiness one day. I love you Camden Grant Barnes. I don't want you to leave. ****. good bye. love forever, Dino Daze