A letter from Jul 17, 2024

Dear FutureMe i went home from school full of tears, but i got home whit a lot of confetti 🎊. this morning i had a fight with my parents, i was so stressed about demos and apel mpls. ugh why would pak choir and pak ririz send it to me h-9 hours?? im stressed for the balloons, the rundown, pak aripin, demos and most importantly my ride there. i told all bph to be there at 6.30 but i got there at 7 o clock more. my mom said herself already ordered the gojek, she lied. skip to the demos part its actually complicated, its so messy especially after no phone??? i run everywhere now then, and the heat is very hot not to mention i haven't eaten breakfast. so i almost passed out, i was very stressed back then. and kets get the part where they eval me, i knew it was a prank until its too long and too serious. i still overthing it till now, but finally! my first ever bithday surprise,even though uts only a confetti and a chocolate bread. i was soo happy!!! and my lover era is kinda dead now, im too busy for love atm. and i find rafka is so nice to me now, idk why but he looks sweet now. well that's today i guess. thank you tho for reading this, whatever youre on rn, you can go through it! i believe in us. especially youre now an utas kid in highschool. but semangat your so greattt pelangi is craving for macaroni 17/07/24 22.16