A letter from Jul 16, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Future me, this is me writting message for who I will be and the decisions I made for next year. kamusta? okay kana ba? hindi kana ba umiiyak gabi-gabi? my napagsasabihan kana ba ng problema mo?. ang dami kong tanong no pero ang pinakamahalaga lang naman diyan kung "okay kana ba?". me feel so much pressure since mag grade 10 na ako. So many question/what if's in my head. "kaya ko ba ito?", "what if pag hind ako nakapag with honor", "what if pag hindi naman pala kaya ng utak ko", "what if sumoko nalang?".this is me still not know kung ano kukunin na strand/course/school. naka iphone kana pala hahahha wews big time. it's iphone13 na almost 30k haha pagod ng tatay mo girl para makabili ng gusto mo. so please please be resposible, okay?. not sure kung kinuha mo talag yang ICT na strand pero kung i really hope na gusto mo yan. tinapay ka ng pamilya, ate ka, matanda ka. gusto pa nila ng bahay diba?, so please please you can do it!, you feel tired every night but please don't give up. i am really tired rn actually just my mental health feel like i can't do it. hahahaha actually i can't, diba? but if nababasa mo ito I AM SO PROUD OF YOU BABE, YOU DID IT, I REALLY REALLY HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY IN WHAT YOU CHOICE. it's okay to get tired but don't get messy in what you have done please. keep going, just keep going. i hope wala ka nang family problems na pinagdadaanan ngayon. AND AGAIN, THIS IS ME RIHANNA, INCOMING GRADE 10, JULY 17 AT 4AM.