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Dear FutureMe,
Hi Den! I am glad to know that you are reading this because that means you are alive and well.. I hope you are better.
Yesterday, I have been brave. I made a decision to finally book a psychiatrist online because I can no longer keep this to myself- I feel like I am going insane and I want to know if this was all inside my head or I really needed the treatment or if I even deserved it. I was brave because.. I finally said that to my parents but still, I am guilty because it was expensive and I only have 75 percent of the total bill and the other was added by my mother. I am guilty but at the same time I am happy and hopeful because finally.. after 6 years of keeping this to myself, I now have the chance to be better and heal..
I hope by the time you are reading this, you are focusing on yourself. To finally heal, getting better and work on your traumas. I know it will be hard especially now that we are accustomed to it and.. we are literally emotionally numb but I still have a tiny hope that we will get better. We will get better, maybe right now I am not doing it for myself but I want to be better because of my parents. I cannot leave them devastated and think that they failed as a parent so.. let us do this alright? I believe in you! I am currently curious for the future but also nervous. I hope you are happy to and found the right circle in university and..uh I know being officer in organization is hard but I hope you are handling it well. I am proud of you for what you are right now. Whatever situation you are in, as long as you are reading this, I am proud of you. If all you did was to survive, I am still proud of you. Do not be too hard on yourself okay? hugs from your past self and I love you <33
Hi Den! I am glad to know that you are reading this because that means you are alive and well.. I hope you are better.
Yesterday, I have been brave. I made a decision to finally book a psychiatrist online because I can no longer keep this to myself- I feel like I am going insane and I want to know if this was all inside my head or I really needed the treatment or if I even deserved it. I was brave because.. I finally said that to my parents but still, I am guilty because it was expensive and I only have 75 percent of the total bill and the other was added by my mother. I am guilty but at the same time I am happy and hopeful because finally.. after 6 years of keeping this to myself, I now have the chance to be better and heal..
I hope by the time you are reading this, you are focusing on yourself. To finally heal, getting better and work on your traumas. I know it will be hard especially now that we are accustomed to it and.. we are literally emotionally numb but I still have a tiny hope that we will get better. We will get better, maybe right now I am not doing it for myself but I want to be better because of my parents. I cannot leave them devastated and think that they failed as a parent so.. let us do this alright? I believe in you! I am currently curious for the future but also nervous. I hope you are happy to and found the right circle in university and..uh I know being officer in organization is hard but I hope you are handling it well. I am proud of you for what you are right now. Whatever situation you are in, as long as you are reading this, I am proud of you. If all you did was to survive, I am still proud of you. Do not be too hard on yourself okay? hugs from your past self and I love you <33
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