A letter from Jul 05, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hi! Holy crap. It's hard for me to even imagine where you are right now. Where I'm at is feeling like I'm not working toward my goals fast enough. I have so many goals. The big one is moving to the San Francisco Bay Area and attaining bottom surgery. There are so many things involved with that; getting this divorce from Anne so I don't have to tell them I've left the state; working extra and saving money for the trip, as well as the fees that insurance doesn't cover for the actual surgery; finding employment, preferably remote work; finding affordable housing; finding the right insurance; selling the camper and the stuff in the storage unit; and so many little things besides that I can't think of right now. If it all goes according to plan you're recovering from surgery already, living without that constant weirdness and adjustments that trigger dysphoria! This year might be full of pain, the surgical recovery, follow up surgeries from complications, maybe getting fat grafting for ****** augmentation, maybe FFS, maybe a hairline contouring. Then there's the politics. Oh my gosh, are you in Canada? That would be so cool! Though, the reasoning would be awful... What about school? Are you signed up for financial aid and classes? Did you get into one with Judith Butler? Also, did you get Dr. Min Jun or Dr. Heidi Wittenberg? I am so excited to know! Looking hopefully forward to you, - PastYou