A letter from Jul 05, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I am writing this letter as I fear I am nearing my end, or maybe I was scared for nothing. Maybe its my faith to die just because I refused to say no to stuff I dont like. Yeah and I am at a hill station now and they are all planning to go at 5. Its raining heavily and I am at a mountain top with a scooter. With added rain and fog, the journey downwards would be really dangerous. I will try my best to convince them to go early, but don't think it would be of a good use. So this might be my last letter, even though I hope not. I just want to go home, all these are not worth the risk. All these days, all that I ever wanted was to go home. I hate it here, its all so bad I don't want to go on these risky travels anymore again I will make money and do the travelling in more safe and affordable ways. Yesterday was terrible in all ways imaginable. I just need to survive 2 more days. And once I am home I will never do this again. Please, I hope I survive today, I don't want to die. i just want to see my mom and sleep in my bed, even if it is just one more time. I really hope so. I feel like ***** is near me Lots of goodbyes left unsaid, most of my dreams unfulfilled, i dont want to go