A letter from Jul 05, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hello happy birthday. I thought i feel happy and at breeze. I am. Hqppy birthday you are 32 now. I am 31. My concern was i am getting older is it time for me to make a family, have a child. I was concern with my body. Canggar seems hesitant. I dont know. I thought for this birrhday i want to have staycation somewhere calm and cold. Review my life and our life. I am concerned and having breakdown about my work life. Feeling unfulfilled. Everything seems far and unreachable. Every exciting project are taken away. Well i dont know how to cope. Having breakdown in my boss's office was not nice as a remember it. Ugghhhh feel so ashamed. Hhh espescially that lashed out. How come.... I am yet received a happy birthday from anyone. I thought he was going to . Well . Time to process ya. Not ready. Why.