A letter from Jun 30, 2024

Dear FutureMe, honestly, if I could I'd leave. I'm mean... I actually can, but I'm a coward. How different t would be if he weren't here anymore? I'm aways doing it by myself anyway... I'm always lonely and trying to figure out how to solve problems he brought to my life. And I will never be good enough anyway... I'm good enough now - barely - just because he feels he has some kind of debit with me after I discovered he was cheating on me. But pretty soon he will feel he is better and more deserving than me and will start cheating again. I should leave. I wish I had the strenght to. I wish I had never met him at all... I wish I were dead.