A letter from Jun 21, 2024

Dear Millie, i just got a letter from 12 year old me! "HAPPY BIRTHDAY *****! you did it! year 8 wow! that's crazy and your 14, as im writing this i'm 12! i'll be 13 soon though! only 3 months... Good job on life btw i only have 1 questions, do you still talk to claire? If not maybe go say hi now. i bet she wants to take to you! and heres some random *** photo of me! do you look different?" the anwser is no, i do not look different. So 15 you are now, i just turned 14. This has been horrible, i havent cried like this in months. idk why im so sad. Hows school? and have you gone to farm? is it fun??? hows sh been? im rlly struggling to keep it going rn, 10 days clean! i hope i can get more than that one day. since apparently 12 year old me felt the need to mention claire ig i should mention alex, some rando i talk to on discord. Anyway, since i sent one of these to 14 year old me i'll send one to 15 and 16 year old me. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABES!!! i rlly hope you have the best day, you probably know alot more about my life than me, i hope its for the better. i dont think things with maeve will get better, i miss her but i also hate her so so much. i hope things go well with breanna, shes rlly nice. what music do you like? personally into Taylor swift and Phoebe Bridgers. anyway, this letter is getting so long i have to scroll so i should probably stop writing. remeber this: i love you so so much, life does get better, more than you know, and your friends really do love you. "i am dreaming and you're singing at my birthday. i've never seen you smiling so big. it's nautical themed, and there's something i'm supposed to say but i can't for the life of me remeber what it is" "when your FIFTEEN and somebody tells you they love you" - 14 year old Millie