A letter from Jun 13, 2024

Dear FutureMe, This is a letter to a man: I do wish, pray, and hope to be your loving wife. I may be delusional at the moment. But seeing you makes my heart feel like exploding every time you look at me. You take my breath away every time you look me through those beautiful black eyes. It may make me cringe in the future but i will not regret writing this for you A. M. I didn't know love at first sight is true until I experienced it myself. You somehow makes me feel alive even just watching you from afar. You keep my heart alive and breathing on its own without me having no control of it. What have you done to me? What is it with you that other handsome and bulk men doesn't have? You're the first man who made me feel this way and it's getting harder for me each day when I look at you. There are other handsome human beings I've encountered and you're the very first man who made me feel this way. Even though it is truly hard for me to lock and hide my feelings for you, I will do it. Because I know I can, even though it hurts. I told myself to not let myself be like that again. That girl who keeps on chasing guys, begging them, only to get rejected and be replaced by someone else. I know my worth better now. But you, you make me want to be with you. You make me want to get your attention. Is it your structure? Your eyes? Your face? Know that I fell in love with you on my first day of work. But know also that I will keep it hidden until you notice me. And I hope you will notice me sooner and not later. If ever the time is not right for us, and you have someone beside you. I hope and pray we can meet again some time. And that time, sana maging tayo na non. I truly wish and hope na ikaw ang mapapangasawa ko, ACM cos this is the first time I met a man who takes my breath away. If we're not meant to be together, I will gladly accept it, but I hope you'll be the man that I'll marry someday and/or in my next life. Yours truly, THE ONE WHO FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU AT FIRST SIGHT