A letter from Jun 13, 2024

Dear lena, How are u? Got a bf yet babe? I hope so bc rn we are in the ******* TRENCHES. Get us out of here oh my god. Was scrolling on tiktok and what did my fyp decide to show me? This dude that looks exactly like… yk who… GOD I can’t write his name down cus that’s ******* crazy. That’s solidifying ****, setting these psycho thoughts into stone. This is psycho. I hope by the time u read this ur like “who? Who were we talking about?” but ***** b fr u and I both know who I’m talking about. Haven’t thought about this dude in like months, but bro I just caught myself lacking thinkin bout “I wonder what he’s been up to these days” UHM?? Babe stop it. Like I don’t like him anymore, it’s been a whole bunch of years but dayum. U need to get some hoes girl. BE NONCHALANT FOR ONCE FOR ***** SAKE. Was boutta text in the gc like “hey, just a random thought but I wonder what [CENSORED] has been up to lately” BUT I AM NOT ABT TO GET CLOWNED. this is clownery. I think that’s why I’m writing a letter to u instead of texting our friends because those girls r RUTHLESS. Love them for that tho, I b needing a reality check sometimes. As if I want him. He didn’t even want me bro, he wanted his ex… oh my god. Oh my god get a grip girl Wtv, I’m doing better than he is. Not like I take pride in that, I’m mature, but omg I sound obsessed don’t I? WHAT THE ****. GET ME OUT OF HERE GOD **** IT OH MY GOD. I’m over him. So over him. But like I just be having thoughts yk, like I just be curious. MY GOD STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS IDIOT PLEASE. Speaking about curiosity, u been a little bit bicurious recently babe. By the time u receive this, you’ll b in college. They say college is the time for experimentation, Explore that ig, get a gf or smth idfk. JK! You can’t talk to men, u think u can talk to women? HAHAHA be FOR REAL. OH MY GOD GET A GRIP.