A letter from Jun 08, 2024

Hey I am back..Nah not with anything good as there isn't anything good about me existing! I came here to tell you that I am thinking of doing *it* and disappearing forever ..Life never changed and it never will! And the only solution I have right now is to end my life here! I don't have anything left in me now! I am not good ENOUGH with anything..I don't have expertise in anything..I can't draw , I don't have any talent that most people have , I am not beautiful,I have acne ,I hace body hair ,my body color is not even , I look nasty ! I don't have ANYTHING special that most people have ! THE BIGGEST THING IS THAT I AM A FAILURE ! I failed 4 times in a row and couldn't get into a medical college. I don't deserve anything...I hate everything about myself..I just wanna end my life! There is no one I can rely on..my family never understands me and blames me for every single thing... If you would be lucky enough to read this then let me tell you that you are the strongest ...and I hope you don't get to read it because I don't want you to suffer anymore .. I am sorry for not being strong...I am sorry..let me plan everything and see how worth it would be end everything! June 8th 10:58 PM